Hello, I was new here. Yesterday I reach max limit post article or stories in Medium. But now I feel like kinda boreed about it. — Well, in that case I must keep my writing skill with all cost. Because it will help me further more.

So, yeah. I’m gonna story-telling about my college life. Lmao. By the way, if you know me in college, you may know the reason I’m writing this in Medium. I just didn’t realize and what am I fear.. are true realized.

A few years ago, I was experienced as chief leader. You know, chief. Like chief for something big purpose. And I don’t know why, boss selecting me out then put ’em my name into it. I was really confused and threatened. In that age, I was braindead. Which mean, I really dumb and stuck about leadership.

— I don’t know about this condition then. Hehe.

Not because I didn’t strong enough. I was really mental dead, you know. I didn’t know well about my community. I just chill and keep the way in, — keep the airflow the way in. _I don’t know how I’m explain. But, I just don’t want to make problem. Being like as common usual person ofc.

Yeah, in that age I didn’t realize that purpose is for train my mental psychologist tho. Being as a leader teach me out about you aren’t like bring all your weight of the world (lmao) by yourself. — But your team, bring our weight of the world (lmao) together. — Because it have same purpose and same decision.

I just need to understand and calm. What ever it takes, I want look really fine. I have a principle, that men should be strong what ever it takes. No matter what happen, you need to keep your outfit outside like they didn’t know what happen to you.

— Because I’m a men. May totally a men now, despite I’m watching some kawai things.. but trully outside, I’m a men now. So, being like a men as commonly. Proof that you are a men.

I’m always charge my spirit with that principle. Maybe people say about, “you just can chill and cry what ever you want.” — yeah, I’m do it often. But, in this case I need to compress the problem and try what ever choice that can be ease the problem it self tho.

Step by step, I starting to understand. And learn about little leadership. One point thing that I press is “don’t bring a comment as a long you can’t do.”

— -I mean, if you don’t know what you do. Don’t just bring negative comment and let them bring their best peformance.

Yeah, commonly I am doing as reflect. Criticize but they don’t know and what happen if they bringing up about their responsibility tho. Because we don’t know.

Tbh, I was writing this article/story for myself. To strenghten and charge my spirit up due some problem. Not really big, just like my own mental tho. Heheh, anyway. Thanks for reading.

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